It’s been five years since I’ve seen your face, held your hand, given you a hug..
And I think I’m starting to finally let go.
Letting go of that deep ache
I haven’t seen as beautiful of a sunrise as I have today in a very long time, so thank you my lost friend.
Thank you for bringing me to this very moment.
To this life.
To this start of a new era.
The era of freedom.
The era of joy.
The era of love.
Thank you Nick.
I hope your spirit is resting well out there in the great beyond. I miss you. I love you. I appreciate all that you did for me, and continue to do even after your death. You were the closest thing I had to family for a very long time. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for cherishing me.