It’s been five years since I’ve seen your face, held your hand, given you a hug..

And I think I’m starting to finally let go.

Letting go of that deep ache

The confusion.

The sorrow.

I haven’t seen as beautiful of a sunrise as I have today in a very long time, so thank you my lost friend.

Thank you for bringing me to this very moment.

To this life.

To this start of a new era.

The era of freedom.

The era of joy.

The era of love.

Thank you Nick.

I hope your spirit is resting well out there in the great beyond. I miss you. I love you. I appreciate all that you did for me, and continue to do even after your death. You were the closest thing I had to family for a very long time. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for cherishing me.

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